In this rather dramatic and raw journal entry, I have reached the climax of my frustrations and pain from watching Satan take more and more of my wife captive to then afflict me through her.
I wish to again point out that I only ever share my troubles long after they have passed, or Father has comforted me in them. I never make my tribulations or anxieties known to men when they happen, but only later, when there is now a testimony of God’s care or deliverance.
I encourage you to follow my example of faith in this and make your troubles and problems known only to your loving Heavenly Father. Deny the flesh it’s desire to “run to men”, which is far more satisfying, but who are made only of dust.
Do not doubt that He will hear you and help you if you cast your troubles on Him in secret, but again stand on examples like George Mueller’s or Madame Guyon’s life, which prove you can indeed cast all your anxieties on Him because He cares for you.
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